yea, i am back here again cause i need t use comp for WRTORAL. right, the dateline for this wrtoral is tmr. it's usually on wednesdays but since the dateline for all other classes are on friday, we were given a privilege of handing it in on friday too. therefore, instead of rushing our report on tuesday night, we are all rushing it today. and yes, i'll be doing it in awhile too.
today is a super slack day. i only had two lecture as we didnt have t attend autocad today as today's lesson is only for make up test. i skipped the first lecture as it was emaths. :X and i took the time t have lunch w guy. (: i didnt had breakfast but i didnt eat anything as i am starting t have phobia of eating chicken -and egg- cause i am seriously sick of it. like, the moment i bite into one of it, i feel like spitting it out. i wonder if thats the reason why hassy is a vegetarian. and and i dont really like eating pork, i have phobia of beef and i find fish smelly. i think i might just turn myself into a vegetarian soon too. ):
i think wearing the same colour top as a class is really cool. kind of, well, make us feel more bonded. our whole class, except anthony who i think has forgotten about it, wore black top today. our class also had prata for lunch, except a few who disappeared. we had t join three tables to form this really long 'family-dinner-like table' t fit us all. i couldnt finish my cheese prata which i found it t be super oily. yuck. but i pushed everything in cause bestfriend helped me paid for it. (: and till now, which is 8pm, i still feel like puking. ):
half of us went t library t study after that. well, if you call putting the notes in front of us and looking somewhere else is study, yes we did study. XD then we formed a smaller group and started talking about all sorts of things: neopets, hacking into other people's neopets, petpet, PAD -yes pad-, digimon, swimming, drowning.. and yea, childhood plus some really weird stuffs. but but jessica, michellelim and gladys studied really hard too. they were writing a whole load of notes. then guy came over and pick me up! (:
dropped off at munting house bus stop and waited for zhenhong and jerome. we saw hassy during our super duper loooonnngg wait. and guess what, i met hassy three times today! (: oh, but after she left, we still waited for mrjerome for i-dont-know-how-super-long. we took 136 after that and i alighted at my stop while the three boys went t meet up w half of 4e4 for dinner at chomp chomp. i wish i went but, nahs. i have t rush my report.
next week is termtest! i hope i do well, like really really well. please and thank you.
one week past, just like this.
val, hassy and i went t pasir ris park last thursday. i remembered cause that was the day which i was super tired from watching the man u vs chelsea match. AND YES! MAN U WON! HOHOHO. anyway, we talked about the past. its been sometime since we've talked about that. aww, i miss 4e4. booooo. why does time past so fast when we just started enjoying it? ):
on friday, we attended a guest lecture from the industry during rebus. he said a statement which i agreed w, "make friends, not enemies. if you really dont want t, just walk away."
and yesterday was such a tiring day. autocad lecture quiz at 845. shit that thing. i had t wake up at 630 t catch the earlier bus t sch and guess what, the quiz started only at around 9. i could have reach there on my normal timing. i dont understand the teacher's action cause i thought teachers always use the excuse of punctuality is everything. shit that, cause you've just prove me wrong. and i nearly messed up autocad lab quiz. booooo.
this few weeks are going t be tough but let's work hard together, love!
tagboard replies:
KARHONG -yes, bestfriend! you pangseh me t go lunch w the guys, REMEMBER? hohoho.
JESSICA -linked, girl!
ps: i started writing at 854 but got stuck somewhere. and guess what, it is 1031 now.
alright man, that wasnt so hard! guy reach back at around 10 today. yay yay! and we just had dinner tgt. hohoho. i know i act like a retarded but, if you were in my shoes, you will do the same too.
i want t watch soccer on thursday morning. hohoho. but i am afraid that i might be late for autocad. booo. we are going t do a floorplan this thursday, if i am not wrong, it will be MARKED. :/ autocad or soccer, autocad or soccer? crap that shit.
anyway, i think i might flunk facom. and, i dont want t. ): cheer me up, someone.
and then i realise, maybe i wont get t talk t guy today. tonight is the wedding night. wedding always drag until 11 plus, 12. by the time he gets on, i cant use already. booo. cause cousin said he wants t use at 1230. ):
i miss you. yes, i really do.
hohoho. one more day, one more day!
you know what? the task i am supposed t do today, none of them is accomplished. :X i didnt really study facom much today. all i did was t place the notes in front of me and listen t yui songs. and yes, i fell asleep half way, not that i want it. yui's songs are so nice, i forgotten about facom almost immediately. :X but i did try t memorise how t answer the so called short question which isnt short at all when i woke up. (:
and i am lazy t do the push up, so i decided t do another 150 more sit up instead. but but but i've only done 78 sit up, which means i am left w 172 sit up. yea, you get what i mean. i will finish them before i get t bed. (:
i hope guy comes online soon. i miss him. boooooooo. i shall go delete the old blog now and wait patiently for him t be here. (:
one more day, till my sweetheart comes back! ❤
yes. its so amazing that i can blog so many times a day. i miss guy, really. boo boo boooooo. i will keep hogging the comp till he comes online. :X
my task today will be:
finish studying facom
wait for guy t get online
learn a new song
make myself happy
delete my old blog
do t 50 push up
do t 100 sit up
its been a year since i last sang, like seriously singing my heart out w my gang. the last one was syf, yes. i miss the tears, the scoldings, the push up, the sit up and all kind of exercise that help us train our support.
i miss mr liew whose lame jokes are really cold, yet his expression is so funny.
i miss mr liew who will always be there and give us a push and eventually lead us t our goals.
i miss mr liew who taught us so many good values that can make us a much more better person.
i remember how i kept skipping choir practices when i was in my secondary two. yes, and i will pull my good friends along, so the whole group of us can just skip it together.
i remember how once the whole group of us wanted t quit choir and join band but were afraid that mr liew would scold us. yes, mr liew was very fierce then.
but i am glad that he was fierce. he made me not quit choir. choir's been a very important thing in my life cause i love singing, singing is my passion. that was also why i joined choir in the first place. i wanted t learn how t sing the right way.
i remember the day we step down from choir, i couldnt stop crying. well, we all couldnt. it took a few days t sort myself right. during that few days of searching, i console myself that this is not the end, choir will always be in me. and yes, it is still within me.
now that i've stop the training for a year already and i want t start again. so, it explains the push up and sit up i'll be working on everyday from now on. (:
work hard, yuwei! hohoho.
when suddenly i feel that malaysia is so far away from singapore..
he got online, HE DID! omg omg. they had the buffet today, tmr is the wedding. my poor boy, he said cant sleep in the afternoon because it was too hot there. booo. when he comes back, i am going t give him a good massage before sending him t bed. hohoho. i cant wait for monday t come. and i am really glad guy brought his lappy along, at least i can see him on his webcam for a long while.
well, he just got off and is heading t bed. i'll do that too and prepare t chiong facom tmr while waiting for guy t be online again.
boy, ❤.
i've got msn back but..
i think the blue crash movie was nice. it made me want t learn how t surf. hohoho. but no, i think i will drown. XD
well, frequently used software are back like msn, maple.. and cousin help me dwnld back mr onionhead emoticon while he dwnld his yoyo emoticon. hohoho. i love mr onionhead emoticon cause it is sooo cute but but the fingerpoking roundhead emoticon that guy always use, i cant find it. T.T
i feel lonely. msn's on but no one t talk t. well, the person who i want t talk t isnt there. ): i hope guy will be online tmr. i know he need t do his work and email it t his lecturer on monday, so so maybe he will go somewhere else w internet connection and do it. (:
i hope that monday comes soon, so i can stop this selfmotivation thingy cause i dont know how long i can last w this.
i miss you, love. i really do.
and that was a long afternoon without any contact w guy. beside the sms he sent before he left at 5am, its been a whole 12hours already. this sucks. but he will be back in two days. he better be or i shall bomb his house. XD
i've finish studying on facom's topic one, excluding the names of the parts of aircon units/chiller, and a little on the topic two. topic two seems a little more difficult to remember cause it a whole chunk of explaining how water is distributed from the mains. and i seriously hope that the names of the parts of aircon unit/chiller will not be coming out cause i am not going t study that. :X i am planning t finish studying facom by tmr night, so i can spend all my time on guy when he comes back on monday. hohoho. i promised guy t study for the quiz which is 10 or 15% of whatever it is, so i will. i just hope that what i've studied is what's that will be in the quiz. (:
i wonder the wedding that guy is attending is tonight or tmr's. i miss you. booooo. i will not listening t songs till you're back cause you know how songs changes my mood so easily. sigh.
i miss guy. he went over t malaysia early this morning and will only be back on monday. boooo. though he brought along his lappy, i think his grandma place's internet connection is down. and more BOOOOS. the comp got reformatted again. all my files are gone! the songs, the pictures and my wrtoral too. i am going t ask cousin t reinstall back the msn and my guitar pro.
and still, nothing compares t how much i miss you.
omg omg, female cousin bought me a cannon inkjet printer cause male cousin said i will printing very much from now on. now there's two printer at home and i seriously dont remember saying that i will be printing alot from now on. :X but the new printer allows longer ink usage, so it still saves more in long run. thank goodness, if not the money is wasted.
and and guy got his lenovo T61 already. that means he will be online during his 3days in malaysia. hohoho. and that made me seriously feel like buying a lappy for i dont know what reason. shall check out the pc show deals then. (:
i am falling ill. boooo.
when things just didnt go my way.
i missed my bus, got lost during autocad, got pangseh by mrBESTFRIEND, earphone clip dropped on the bus, some ahbeng called me name. and, i didnt get t see guy today.
BUT i managed t reach school on time, get back on my autocad, went home myself, pick up what i've dropped before the bus went off and seriously, thanked god that i have no friends like that ahbeng. and, i will wait for end of sch tmr and pop by guy's ccn stall.
and all these are just how you look at things, there's always two side t everything.
we form happy penguins. hohoho.
the breaks during school time has become my viwawa session. i am addicted t big 2.5. no matter how bored and sleepy i felt, once 2.5 starts, its hard t get my eyes off it. and WOOHOO, i've been winning continuously today! :D and because of 2.5 (me) and sushido (val), we were nearly late for autoCAD lessons. viwawa should be ban from school. okay, just kidding.
i am waiting for guy t be online. well, i am suppose t help him print his notes out. and im starting t dislike IT school cause everything the students need is online. lecture notes, tutorial notes, even the freaking MC approval form is online. boooo. oh, and guy's hdb block got power failure or something. no lift, no light, no electricity. he stays on the TWELVE STOREY and he has NIGHT BLINDNESS. which means, he has t climb all the way up t the 12th storey and he cant see in the dark. ): booooo. oh oh oh, but the power is back on already cause he managed t get online. yay yay! (:
and god bless my wrtoral. i haven started on the one that needs t be done on wednesday.
my eyes are dying, goodbye.
i going home today! (: well, not that i am not home the other days.
I AM GOING BACK T MUM'S PLACE! hohoho.
for the classmates who dont understand this, i stay w my aunt's family during the weekdays cause mum's working. this routine of moving between the two houses has started way back after my dad pass away when i was two. but sister and i haven been heading back t mum's place since last year when sister started working, then my turn. yea, you get the point. i dont see my mum for months since then, and it has became quite normal for us. sometimes, mum will visit us at aunt's place on saturday when she is free. apparently today is mum's birthday and tmr is mother's day, sister and i decided t head over there t stay over. (:
i am going for dinner w guy before going home and i forgotten t tell aunt not t cook my share. XD but still, i told her before she went out. and she gave me money for the dinner. thats my super nice aunt! hohoho.
getting off now. guy is about t reach my house.
fuck the bloody drivers on tpe who thinks that going up the punggol-sengkang slope and downwards back t tpe is faster. fuck, i tell you. that is sooo bloody hell not true. and you fucking drivers who does that not only waste your own time, you wasted so many other people's time. fuck fuck fuck, i tell you. i was two traffic light from the slope and the bus didnt even move a bloody inch for 4 green lights. fuck that. on the 5th green light, i only moved about a bus length. fucking people. that wasted 20+ minutes on the same stretch of road. by the time i reach the second bus stop of punggol on 136, i only got fucking 30 minutes t reach school. HOW CAN? and my first lesson was lab. fuck that. my attendance was gone.
told that t mr seekarhong and asked him t help me take notes. my darling guy was late too because he waited for me who was STUCK at the FUCKING JAM with FUCKING DRIVERS from tpe who think that they are FUCKING SMART. we decided not t go school since the attendance was gone for the rest of the day. FUCK THAT. and we went t see a doctor t get mc t fill up our attendance. i felt really bad lah, lying t the doctor. i waited one hour and a half for mine and guy waited a bloody whole THREE HOURS. apparently the doctor was new and she cant access the online mc thingy or something; she had t write the mc 3 times before she got it right. we were complaining and wanted t find the feedback form badly but, she's new. new people get two chances, dont they. (:
val asked lau and i t movie at amkhub after that. 335, what happens at vegas. they reached at 354. even though we missed the front part of the movie, i have t say the movie is super nice. i am not going t be a spoiler for those who wants t watch. and t those who are still deciding t catch it or not, i'll suggest you t go catch it. its nice, really.
THE EXTRAS: if anybody from my family is spying on my blog and happens t read this post, i am telling you there will be no attendance for the day if i am late for any tutorial or lab. and its a waste of time being there since my first lesson was lab and had only two lectures after that. yes, they dont mark our attendance for lectures. please understand why i did that and my situation.
-i wanted t put 'try t' but i dont want you t try, i want you t understand.
fuck that, i apologise for the vulgarities. oh, and its val's birthday tmr! (:
booo. i am so not waiting for the next few weeks of school. quiz, quiz and MORE QUIZ. next week: emaths and effcom, next next week facom and more. and by end of the month, val and i will have t finish the whole wrtoral project. booooo.
and that seekarhong is pestering me t practice my maths. tomorrow! i'll do it tomorrow, I PROMISE. i am super tired today. rush that wrtoral out last night. booo. i want t ace my quiz, it's just matrics but, THE NUMBERS ARE KILLING ME. );
oh oh. and yesterday i treated guy his favourite tiramisu before he went t play pool w his guyfriends. he told me it has been some years since there were cakes on his birthday. ): so so so, I AM GOING T LEARN HOW T BAKE A CAKE! HOHOHO!
erm, anybody knows how? XD
boooo. i am using school's library comp now and its not exactly very nice t use. :X and yes, i shall update more often cause val complaint about it.
i managed to rush out the wrtoral draft. boooo. and i wasnt the only one that was doing last minute work, everybody was. XD and thats the reason why the class is half dead today. oh, apel talk was really boring and i nearly fell asleep. currently listening t my generation to keep myself awake. ><
omg omg omg. one more hour before guy is release. i shall find something else t do for now.
-and seriously, i am about t die.
YES! YESSSSSSSH, finally!
the comp has been down for sometime actually. well, only when i try t access blogger. other than that, its in good health. booooo.
i've found people in class who i can mix w already. hohoho. apparently we communicate by disturbing each other. yes, that seekarhong. oh oh, i miss sitting w ronney during lectures. now that he is so far away, booooooo, there's no one that can entertain me or let me bully already. :X yea, he is a nice guyfriend. i am sure val agrees.
oh, and rooooaaar! DANIAL KEPT SKIPPING SCHOOL! AND WE HAVE T HAND IN OUR DRAFT WORK BY WEDNESDAY! IT HAS T BE TYPED AND PRINTED! HOW T DO LAST MINUTE WORK? @#$%&!&#$&@$*
-i am glad at least i have val in my group other than danial. we can always form something out of nothing. XD
and rejoice, tmr is guy's birthday! he will be EIGHTEEN by the end of today! eighteen, eighteen, eighteen! old enough t do alot of things and be a young adult! but but my guy will forever be this sweet little boy that never fail t make me smile. hohoho. the things he does is sooo not 'adult-ish', you should see. :Xlove is such a powerful word.
-it can make one laugh, it can make one cry.
and it is all, that brings me all the happiness i need. 
